blogging again! :)

its nyc to be back! hahaha! oh man.. its been so long since i've putted my fingers into this site.. i missed it! :D il be bloggin' and writing and kabooting and gaboozing in here from now on.. :D feels so good! blog blog blog!!!!! :))

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she'z off to baguio... i don't know but im knda not cool with it.. yah we're apart the whole time, never even got together after day one, except from our hearts,. yet knowing her leave crushes me as if she would never come back.. thoughts of it leads me to a realization.. of how bad am i attached to her, of how terrible i am without her.. the tornment is much more than dreadful.. im really missing her :( why am i trapped in this oddness? but if you'll come to think of it, it's just the same.. :( --bella

wat'z that vid again??

oh god.. cant believe this! she made me a vid..! an MTV actually! she'z the sweetest.. im so wowed! thanks so much sweety for that.. hmwaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

:)

how can i ever re-pay you? for letting me be in ur life.. how can i thank you..? if words wont tell dat much.. he'z so happy.. lookin at ur pictures portraying love? and the feelin'? oh god.. it's all i really want! :) i love you.. but that will never be enough.. no contentment, just wanna do even more than that! :)

this is so cute!!! :)

hahahaha! she got us a new header.. she made it for us!!! :) she'z so sweet.. and im so happy with it..! thank you sweety.. really love you so bad! :)

just got in batangas!

oh god.. an hour of trip.. pff.. feels like its one day.. Boredom didn't got in my way.. thanks to my one true love.. guess who she is!! ryt! its her.. she'z been fillin' the last 51 days of my life completely with love..! said what??? now mr. louigi gari macatangay's life here has been changed...! am better now.. thanks to you.. im so inlove with the feelin'... thank you.. hmmmmmmmmmwuah! :)<3

bella :)

On Soul Mates

SEEKER OF LOVE eternal
pray tell,
what alchemy of Aphrodite
holds the secret elixir
to recover a love
once lost
buried in the sands of successions
of past incarnations?

How can I erase the memories
of countless lives lived in spirits?
How can I keep my heart
from touching your soul?
No hell, no fury
can keep apart
two halves
that used to be one.

The inevitable happens,
Our eyes meet..
One moment of recognition, a magical cognition
The twilight time of remembrance
Erasing the amnesia of our true connection
Renewing the solemn pledge,
An unbroken promise that must be kept
over and over again.

What unseen force,
what twist of fate
brought us together once more?
This clarion call
to be reunited with the twin self,
obeying only the law of attraction.
A strange coincidence?
there are no accidents in the universe.

Just as the flowers blooms
when it is ready;
Its petals cannot be forced
to open in mid-season,
That is the mystery of the blossom

In world of flux and flurry
the pact forever remains,
A bond indelibly writ
upon the Akasha.
Etched in our memories,
scribbled in the heart
To begin again
where we left off
a long, forgotten time ago..

- Mabel Imperial Tecson