Everything is starting to be a mess.. seems nothing in my life is right..

=D

now me and honey are ok.. id like to say bye bye to blogger for the mean time.. haha.. kidding,.. we had so much fun getting away from home.. its our first time to do it so its really a fulfillment for us.. i wish we can do it more often.. love you baby! :D

shouldve not said wat i said.. im sorry.. =''( you're the life that i wanna live.. you're the future that i want to have.. you're everything that I would ever need.. forgive me elliz.. i beg for your forgiveness.. pls hon.. im begging u.. dont leave me.. ='( hnd ko makakaya..

gn2 din siguro ung naramdaman ng batang un kaya xa nagpakamatay.

03-01-12

How do you start talking about how you hurt? How do you start releasing it all when u have no one to vent it out. desperate moments such as this leads me in doing this post. yes, you and i, obviously, we're not ok. Things gone out of hand. you got hurt, so did i. both of us settled down after but where did it take as now. Guess what, now is even worse. Maybe you know I got something in here. too bad that ur trying "not to see it". IDK. which makes me ask, "sinasabi ko pag hnd ok pakiramdam ko. naririnig naman nya, bakit parang wala xang pakelam." then It hurts a lot more. hon.. nasan ka na? and2 ko naghihintay sau.. and2 ko, pancnin mo naman sana ko. its frustrating. u have no idea.

Well i cant get a bit of you now. i think you're busy planning things with some people. sana makita mo ako. i beg you.

i hate this bullshit. obviously nothing is ok. u dont wanna listen, fine. hirap na hirap na ko sau. all you need to do is to listen. im starting to hate things now. thanks to you!!!! damn it. galit na galit po si LOUI MACATANGAY and no cares! haha.

SORRY FOR MYSELF

TAGAL MO SUMAGOT! KAINIS. . . BAKIT NGA BA KO NAGHIHINTAY?? DAMN IT.

love month.. whatever..

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no