i hate this.. if i can just sleep this through.. bakit ganun? am i taken for granted? by the one i love the most.. dat hurts.. dat hurts so much.. =''(

what's next?

this is getting worse

hai.. now i dont know anymore..='( things are getting worse.. im starting to hate november.. and oh.. now i really hate tumbler. . how could she keep such things?? are there more?? what? il just gonna find it myself?? damn it.. i dont deserve this..

='(

i guess things are starting to change right now.. too bad that it caught me off guard.. it really stresses me out.. too bad she could't see it and couldn't do anything about it.. or she's just trying to ignore that everything of these is happening.. im depressed now.. ='(

im missing my honey so much.. =/

i wanna be with you na po ulit.. waking up in a morning without a word from you is like a dark one for me... im missing you so much na aney ko.. i hope to see you soon.. i love you po! :'/

SICK!!!!!!

I WAS

SO

SICK

TO BE

HOME

BUT,

THANKS

THANKS

TO

YOU

IM ALL

FINE!

i just wish you're here for me to cuddle with.. i always think of you...

-your EDUARDO!

drum monster..! -- travis barker

i've learned to play drums after my senior year in high school.. I've loved and appreciated it all my life.. after a day of an exhausting drum session with my instructor i headed home in my auntie's house and opened the net.. thinking of what to see over it, i thought of browsing over some drum lessons in youtube, hoping to improve my skills.. ive seen a lot of covers and amused myself with them.. until one moment ive resorted over and seen this monster drummer in youtube doing his outrageous drum solo.. his name was travis barker.. he seemed familiar knowing that he was a part of blink 182, the band i used to listen to during my sick days in highschool.. watching his post vids, i wowed myself into amusement telling myself, wishing to hit my pads as good as him.. this man keeps on surprising me doing covers like soulja boy and forever.. some people dont like him, called him fag but still i look up to him,. he's skills are on the top of the line next to eminem.. the best drummer of all time.. id still look up to him and wished to have a chance to meet him up close and learn some skills from him..

i dont wanna miss you...

its been a day since we last talked.. funny,its like its been a month long or so.. im just missing you.. it bugs me.. sad? yes i am.. wont last this day if i wudnt get any word from u.. i love you.. thats wat i wanna tell you.. im missing you... im really missing you so bad.. ='(

yeepee! =D

never would i get tired to come to you from a long mile just to see and be with you.. im so happy for sharing another moment fit for you and me.. my life has always been you.. my heart would always be with.. cant say much but "i love you".. il always do.. =') thank you honey.. for being with me.. thank you for all the love, for all the care, for all that you're making me feel.. you are the only thing that means to me now.. i want you to stay forever, have kids with, have a life that i always wanna have..=')

-I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! ='D

can you stay and listen?

caught up having no choice.. i cant tell you, i cant tell anyone.. d'u still bother to see and feel what i am thinking? a question running through my head over and over seeking for precise answer.. feeling so alone.. feeling so lost.. i dont know what to do.. it seems that no one cares to understand.. even you.. im being hard on myself now.. avoiding to have sentiments just to make things right for us.. i pity myself.. question.. is it still healthy for me? would it still matter?