can you stay and listen?

caught up having no choice.. i cant tell you, i cant tell anyone.. d'u still bother to see and feel what i am thinking? a question running through my head over and over seeking for precise answer.. feeling so alone.. feeling so lost.. i dont know what to do.. it seems that no one cares to understand.. even you.. im being hard on myself now.. avoiding to have sentiments just to make things right for us.. i pity myself.. question.. is it still healthy for me? would it still matter?